Thursday, December 16, 2010

More than words

I just felt that tonight will be the best time to write something. Or I will forget all the minor and major things I want to say.

For the first time in my life, I have been touched deep down in my heart. Thank you. All the things you do for me, I will never forget. And thank you, for never letting go of my hand down the toughest road so far.

I love you. It is small and may look meaningless, but all I feel is definitely more than these three words.

You have been patient, been concerned, been worried. And you are still at it. Constantly trying to catch me before I fall. Always trying to be the first person to get to me. I am so afraid that, one day, you will be so weary, you will stop trying. I figured, then it shall be when I start to worry about you leaving me. But, that is too late. I do not want to lose you then and harbor regrets.

I never want to have any regrets with or concerning you.

With each step I take,
I remember,
Where I belong. Where I am from.
With each move I make,
I remember,
What will I do. If I were you.
Then I will recall,
With each smile you fake,
When you are hurt.
And that big or small,
Lies are lies.

Sven.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

I love you.

Love does not make the world go round, instead...
It makes the ride worthwhile.

B.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I hope that these 2 days im still in camp.
really got no point booking out.
doing nothing but looking at the screen for fuckin dunno how many hours.
really.
drink abit also drink.
i damn lazy to care.
2 more hours and im fuckin leaving this house.
where are you?
happily having fun.
i bet you din even think of me.
sigh.
whole day you only call me 2x.
damn nice.