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your soul is mine,

Wenbin、ネヴァーモア
20 and in love with
Bella Sven!.

what, mortal?


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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

You're such a big influence and yet u left me alone without telling me why?
You're such a big selfish liar. You're so fuckin selfish. The most selfish person i ever known.


7:17 PM

Sunday, October 30, 2011

FUCK EVERYTHING. LOL!


9:52 PM


Lol.

K fine. i will just give up. fine. :) I will be fine. Much happier than now.


6:29 PM


If only

I actually have no idea what to write.
You choose to ignore me.

I haven't got any answers from you.
So be it.
If you're meant to go.
I will let you go.
I'm tired of thinking of you day and night.
tired of worrying about you.
I'm tired of seeing the room so messy and yet hoping you're coming back to put your stuff back here.
I'm tired of trying to see you so hard and yet you avoid me so badly.
But i've never tired of loving you.


I need a chance.
I need a chance for everything i regret.
Who will give me?
It's only one try that i need. One try to prove that am i worth it.
I still can't accept the fact that you left me.
Yes. It's you who left me.
I asked for break up but i swear that i'm just mad.
Just so mad that i thought it over and realized what i'd done is wrong.
I shouldn't choose to give up.
Because i still remember about those promises we made.
We need to hold on each other.
Give in and not give up.
Thats what i always said in the past.
Now when i gave in, you chose to give up.

What is this? Does whoever break up with whoever bothers you?
The fact is that we're apart now.
You choose, not to give me a chance.
I know u still love me.
I know u do care about me.
No matter how hard i tried to believe that you already stopped loving me.
No that's not in a couple of days time to forget a relationship that we build up over a year.

Hey i wanna thank you, thank you for making me wake up.
Thank you for realizing what i need to do.
But i dunno in future. Will you still be the motivation?
Will you still be the reason why i work hard for?
I'm doing this not for myself.
It's for my future. our future.

Lastly, i've never give up.


12:34 PM

Friday, October 28, 2011
2 in 1 post

Today, i feel good.
WHY?
I went for a interview, the interviewer said i impressed her. With such young age i manage to impress her.
She advance me to round 2 of interview. Saying its special because normally others will know the results of interview after discussion with manager. I got directly advanced to round 2 from her.
I'm very happy. I wanna share with you so much. I will prove you that i'm not useless. I am useful. I can give u happiness.
I WILL PROVE THOSE WHO LOOKED DOWN ON ME. I WILL MAKE MY MARK.







Awhile ago.. My mum just asked something.
Mum : bella leh?
Me : we broke up.
Mum : why say break jiu break?
Me : break then break le. Dun keep asking can. :/
Mum : Its all your fault, such a good girl why break.
If you didn't play the comp the whole day, she won't leave you.
She's a good girl, you are useless, she's polite when she came. Its you who influence her.
If you dun feel sad about it. I DO FEEL SAD.
Do your best to get her back.
You must woo her back.

It gives me the feeling that she's gonna cry..
Of course this conversation is in chinese. I translated it.

I actually can't believe i heard this from my mum. Not because she said i'm useless. It's how she praised you.
No matter how much she used to nag at you, making you pissed. She actually said this.
Everyone in my family misses you, you're part of my family already. Can't you feel the warmth we wanted to give you?



1:58 PM