Drink and drunk

Last night , went out at 11+
i went to lan, tons people there. i played a game with the noobs. no mood at all , joke mouse and keyboard.
After game. Went eat , smoke and go matthew house.

Esther and Aaron helped me edit my blog .
Thanks to them. I treat them ciggs when they are done.

She sms-ed me , i dun really believe what she said.
But i meant to go down and meet her.
She doesnt wan. Her tones , irritated me .
I hate her to be like that.
but still . i deeply miss her.

I know, how many bad deeds she had done , i still cant take her off my mind, let alone heart..
I dun wish for anything now, as long as she is fine and living well.
I do not want u back , but i wish to have u back.. i dunno which to follow.. Heart or mind?
But still , its the same . theres no progress , soon she will forget me ..

I slp at 4.30am , woke at 6.40am . Rushed home. bath change and go work . Told my dad that i want an early release . He act as if never hear . So , nvm , continue my work .Was damn sleepy when working , almost fall aslp . Luckily im still healthy. Still manage to work until end , and im not slpy anymore . I think im like a zombie soon. Everyday sleep less than 3 hours.

I realise , both of my hands. the scratches and scars. imba many already . 1 week plus one.

Later , im having abit of team training ( i guess ) Tomorrow is Springflash , Quite easy brakets imo . Have to wake early again . 8.30 have to report. Then i will go jason KOR house , Drink and slack with those old birds . All of them tml off day . So its a good chance. He own the house . We can speak loud. Hehe.

ok .. i got nothing more to write alrdy . Thats all for today.
Thanks guys for concern