Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I cant slp. though im awake for 20 hours.

just bathed. slacked. smoke.

I still find that im short of something .
Yes.
Its her .

Somebody chatted with me since 1am.
Her situation , was like so similar with me.
Yet more complicated.
However ,
Because of comforting her, i , myself couldn't sleep
I kept thinking , think and think and think.
I would like to compose it like a song.
To show how much i feel to her .
Its nobody other than her, jtyl ;
I keep repeating .
I know i had no more chances , no more hope .
I had a dead heart. Yet a heart that hopes for a miracle.
I have let her down . Empty promises .

How have u been? Are u fine?
If u are , i will be glad.
Do you know , days without u are so hurtful ,
Nights without you are so painful ,
I find every moments being with u were happiest.
No matter how much thicks and thins we had go through together .
Theres still an ending .
I believe , theres a happy ending , but that did not happen to us.
I wish , theres a happy start , but that did not happen to me either.

I feel so jealous ,
or rather regret .

im lazy, to do anything
or rather , no mood

kthxbai

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