Memories kept in my heart.

1st month. o311o8-o312o8

Met her under her block.
With her fren.

Dun really meet her so much ,
Shes always staying at her fren's place.
She came my house during the 2nd week.
I rmb . our first meal tgt is wanton noodle.. ;/

Things are quite smooth .
The only thing i dun like, she nag alot. .and sms other guys alot.

1st-2nd. o312o8-o3o1o9

I realise. i started to love her more and more.
Spend quite alot of money on her.
Cause of living usage.
Started staying my house.

And this is the month i regret most..

2nd-3rd. o3o1o9-o3o2o9

Her 2nd month anniversary was the best gift..
i had my sweetest girlfren ever.
Shes making me happy on wadever ways she can think of.
Her princess attitude change a little.
I started knowing her more ..

3rd to 4th. o3o2o9-o3o3o9

Had my birthday together wif her. My family was very used to see her staying my house..
I was actually planning to buy our own bed..
Theres quite abit of small fight..

4th-5th . Theres no more 5th..

I started working. I realise , and i regretted. But i had no choice.
How i wish i dun work .
Maybe we can last much longer.
Everytime i see u with other guys. Im very jealous.
We dint meet often.
We started getting further.

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You are the best i ever had.
I thank you for giving me such sweet memories.
I do miss the times u are staying here.
I miss the way u care about me.
I hope to see your smile again..

Remember the days.
You had a fever , i washed ur hair for u. Thats the best moment ever.
I had never felt so much responsible in my life.
Those short months. I feel ur care .
You wanted to save money for me so u didnt eat .
Im a such a fuckin idiot that still blames u that why didnt u told me..
You scare i say u nag so u din bother me .
Yet u are colouring my life.

I couldnt give u much happiness..
Or rather, i dint give u much happiness.
You are caring about me yet i spend so much time on my gaming and friends.
I know the feelings of being neglected.
Really..

Couldnt you . keep ur promise too..?
You said , you wont neglect me anymore.
The next day u hurt me.

I had never shed so much tears over a girl before.. I had never cried like a crazywoman before.
I had never had sucidal thoughts becux of girls too .
I feel so meaningless without you.

Do u know, how hard to forget u?
Time cures everything.
I said this to those broke off couples.
But i myself couldnt let it go.
Chips and pieces of memories is in my house.
I avoid it , still unavoidable.
I dream of you . We are still together.
How happy am i?
It was just a blank when i woke up.. So wish i can sleep longer.

Ways that i tried. I couldnt keep my hands off.
My mind couldnt stop thinking. really..

Hope time do cure mt heart.