:/

this is just so great . so sudden .
so bad feelings. i knew you would said that to me someday .

i dunno wad im thinking alrdy.
losing my mind.

i really , spend alot of time . for u.
trying to treasure everything i got . in case i regret again .
why ?

god damn .
who should i blame , blame myself for being too naive or?
fk up.

its been 2 weeks and almost every night im chatting with you , till u sleep .
don't you feel anything? sigh.

i have been . tolerating , doing things i had never done before.
just for you . u know?
i couldn't stand girls that kup my phone , i couldn't stand girls that give attitude .
but did i even mention it ?
im always the one saying sorry , always the one .. giving in..
for wad sia. make myself so hard.

for u , i never take pics with my female frens.
for u , i remove the pics ..
do you really have me in ur mind ?
sometimes i really , dun understand wad ur thinking .
sometimes i feel so real , yet so fake..

since long i said i wanted to go out with you ,
you had this and that . then not free.
nvm , i can wait wad. i never force you wad.
why never give me chance leh .



You think i really dun wan u reply?
sigh . i really got nothing to say .
when did i said its waste of time .
As long as i feel happy , isn't it okay ?

For just simply 2 short weeks .
I feel as if we know each other for long .
Even though its just smsing and calls .
I know how you look like , the feelings.

Hey , i be waiting , for u to contact me again .
I know u will be readin this post :(