Im out of those shits.

Yea. And i made it. okay well. these is my own record for these few days. 6 sticks for 5 days . Hmms. Im trying to cut down to 1/2 stick / day .. or maybe none ;X

& im thinking whether i should throw my "ashtray" away cux when im at home. I din even moke a stick. though i keep have the urge to smoke :X
Ciggs is getting out of my life. SOON!

Okays. Weeks ago im seriously stressful.
But i tried to forgive and forget. It works. It din lighten my load. But still i see the brighter side of it.
I look at the brighter side of things. I tell myself that it wasn't my fault and i doesn't wan things to turn up like this..

Okay things i did for this week ;

I went to k,
I went to sis grad ceremony,
I went meet old friends,
I went counsel friends,
I went buy new shoe.
I played new game (MonsterForest Online by asiasoft)
I played alot dota. (My skills arent coming back to me T_T)

Im glad that i got 3 off days in the row this week.. Hahaha.
I got 14 hours of sleep. Damn song. Nobody disturb!
BUT.. i got a fucking weird dream ytd..
I dreamt that i was playing some "game"
My mission was to protect the baby that im carrying.. And i was stuck at 12 storey in a building. And i tried to cross the "bridge" to next building. I fall off and the words " YOU ARE DEAD " appear infront of me.
THEN I WOKE UP AND TELL MY SIS. LOL
fuckin weird dream can.
Its been so long time since i last had dreams.

21 days more. I will be leaving singapore for 12 days. TIME TO RELAX MYSELF. NO MORE FML . I WILL MAKE IT TO "LML" ( But still.. FUCK MY ARMY LIFE )

X. if ur reading this. and u treat me as ur best best best friend.
Dun let me disappointed again. Dun give up ur life becux of a fuckin idiot that appeared in ur life can. Dun tell me u cannot do anything. U have tons things to do and before that. forget that fuckin asshole. Its ur life. Dun let anyone control it.