The end.

Its over. I don't know if its officially. Because we dint talk to each other after our last fight.

Im shattered. I don't know how to describe this feeling. It's so pain inside. But im trying hard to stay strong, mentally.

It's going to be 14th month in 3 days time. I never expect it to end it this way.

Well, after all these fights. I'm already lost. I don't know what i really what, and what you really need.

I thought everything will be better when i manage to get a job. For me, for us.

But still, things you did i don't really like it. P.S I'm not going details.

All in my mind was you, as well as my heart.

You are in both all the time. I've never thought of cheating on you, i swear.

But i have no idea where i'm placed . In your heart? or in your mind.

Yes. Although i'm a letdown in many ways. I know. Sorry.

It's really a sweet start. And i love that feeling.

I really thought this relationship will last.. Very very long.

I've thought of engagement. But it seems that we couldn't make it till that day.

I really appreciate what you gave me all this while.

I love you.