If only

I actually have no idea what to write.

You choose to ignore me.

I haven't got any answers from you.

So be it.

If you're meant to go.

I will let you go.

I'm tired of thinking of you day and night.

tired of worrying about you.

I'm tired of seeing the room so messy and yet hoping you're coming back to put your stuff back here.

I'm tired of trying to see you so hard and yet you avoid me so badly.

But i've never tired of loving you.

I need a chance.

I need a chance for everything i regret.

Who will give me?

It's only one try that i need. One try to prove that am i worth it.

I still can't accept the fact that you left me.

Yes. It's you who left me.

I asked for break up but i swear that i'm just mad.

Just so mad that i thought it over and realized what i'd done is wrong.

I shouldn't choose to give up.

Because i still remember about those promises we made.

We need to hold on each other.

Give in and not give up.

Thats what i always said in the past.

Now when i gave in, you chose to give up.

What is this? Does whoever break up with whoever bothers you?

The fact is that we're apart now.

You choose, not to give me a chance.

I know u still love me.

I know u do care about me.

No matter how hard i tried to believe that you already stopped loving me.

No that's not in a couple of days time to forget a relationship that we build up over a year.

Hey i wanna thank you, thank you for making me wake up.

Thank you for realizing what i need to do.

But i dunno in future. Will you still be the motivation?

Will you still be the reason why i work hard for?

I'm doing this not for myself.

It's for my future. our future.

Lastly, i've never give up.