Hi baby.
Just wanna tell you i am very sad.. I know i am the one having fear of loss.
And i know you're contacting your ex. I do not know the details and i don't wanna know too much of it.
Sometimes i just hope you can be as straight forward like before,
Sometimes i just wish that i can be as happy go lucky like you,
I do not know what happened to me, you became so precious to me now.
In my mind are just ways to dote you more, making you smile. It seems like your smile is priceless to me.
I do know, things are not going smoothly like previous, we both hate this kind feeling, we both wanna gave up. I was suppose to gave up, to be honest. But things and words i actually said today surprised myself too.. This is kinda the first time i'm having so much fear of loss. This is kinda the first time i'm willing to improve and change myself. Although i have no idea do you even care.. I only wanna do my part. To make you smile..