If you were to ask me " hey how are you ?" i would simply reply, " my life sucks. "
Like the previous post.. i wrote things im unhappy with. but seems like write down doesnt decrease the weight of load on my back. today, it adds on more weight. this time is isn't on my back. Its on my heart. Its pumping so slow. so weak..

I know i have been complaining about life. In 2months time. From the view of, " dun give up! " now became , " im letting down.. " idk wad happened to me. issit simply becux of that my life sucks. or i cannot afford to lose. Everytime i lost something. i will be emo-ing about it.. i couldn't feel the pride i used to own. i can only feel the shame i've got.

I'm actually beginning to give up r/s.. I dun feel that the problem lies with me. At least i tried . tried to give the person i like wad she wans. Things aren't smooth.. what she told me have slowly becoming lies... This is what i hate .. Fuck life.