What should i do?

Everytime i reach home. Whenever i sees you.
You will never ask me if im hungry.
First sentence from you is always about money.
seriously wtf am i?

You got fuckin 5 digit no. in ur fuckin bank account and u wanna ask me for money.
Hey, since 15 years old u never gave me a single cent before ok.
Its my sis that help me go through those fucked years.
Your always scolding me.
You dont care what i doing.
In ur eyes you only sees me as a game addict.
Yea im game addict. But thats past alrdy?
Ya im always making ur electricity bills rise up.
When i din even come home often?
What are you whining? seriously.

Im trying to be filial to you , you know?
Im doing my part as much as i could.
Your always seeing me as if im good for nothing.
People says that family is most important , they will help you.
I agree , to certain extend.

Trust me.
If 1 day im being accuse for doing some unlawful stuff.
She will not even bait me out.
She will even bother to ask me what happened.
She believe in her friends more than me and my sister.
What her friends told her , she believes.
Whenever we tried to talk to her.
We will always end up quarreling.

Just 5mins ago.
Your asking me for money again.
Hey u think im fuckin rich?
1month got 1k+
do u know how much financial problems i got?

NO , u dunno.
You just think that i MUST give u monthly allowance.
If not ur giving up this room and rent it to others.
You dun even bother where should i sleep.
A god damn 10+ years old sofa?

Hey i dun wan that ok.
If this is my home.
You should give me something i deserve?

I bought my own stuff
Think of it.
When is the last time you've bought something for me?
Except birthday cake?
You arent poor.
We know that.
If 1 day im having deep deep trouble
Will u take out those money and save me?
I bet no.

What u care is the ownership of this house.
Isn't thats the elders' problems.
Not me and my sis.
Why you love to vent ur anger on us whenever u said that dad force u to pay the money.

I said, 10th. When my pay day comes. I will return u.
You are rushing me for the money whenever u sees me?
Wtf?

Look about it.
Which furniture in our home changed over the 10 years?
They are all old.
OLD! and u din bother. Wad to do? Sis have to fork out own money.
To change the quality of this house.
You never even bother saying thanks.
Did we really owe u something in our previous life?


What now?
Now its 1.25am
Im missing somebody.
Talking about this somebody..
Shes still online, haha.

Should i go sleep?
Or continue waiting like i always do?
Well. let fate decide.