Whenever u are not with me, I feel so insecure. My brain will anyhow think again. It's not your fault I know. Why are there so many guys always sticking around you..? And they all look as if they are close to you. I don't wanna think until so ridiculous . Because of my fuck up mindset. I'm just like torturing myself .. You know I get jealous easily. Very sensitive .. I hate this . But well, I believe in you and I trust that u only love me.. U know what. Once u went to somebody's house and overnight. I'm afraid that u would go again without me knowing. I'm so afraid that u would. What to do? I'm just so narrow minded and I'm fckin selfish . I dun have a big heart. My small small heart, is given to you alrdy. I try to change. Days with you. Even just by looking at u while u sleep, I'm contented . I love the way u hug me, I can feel u. That isn't fake. Actually.. I dunno what I'm good at. Your always saying that I'm praising u as if ur so perfect. Well. Sometimes u made me feel that I'm more than the word " perfect " you're always sounding that whatever I did looks cute. In ur eyes, my stupid reactions can make u smile. My stupid jokes can make u laugh. Even my voice, you sound as if I can try interview be singer. Lol. How? U praise me alot. I bet u don't realize that. Imma tell u what. Even if u did nothing, you're still cute in my eyes . Even if u dun try to sa jiao at eme. I will do whatever u asked me to. Your wish is my command . I wanna Know more about you. That's all.